Catch A Falling Star

♣Thursday, October 20, 2005♣

hai...my thermo quiz gt D...51/100 30% leh...sianz but look on e positive side at least me passed...yl gt D too but wy F tin he quite upset over it...mel super zai lor B n nt to mention yc A lor but expected de lah...oh den juz received my grade for mp02 75, 100 n 91 wahaha...for e 2nd quiz we r forced to get full marks coz the TA will pt out our wrong ans to us haha but my mp01 tin will flunk ba coz 1st quiz onli noe do 1 part den 2nd quiz apply totally wrong formula sianz lor...n i still haven gt me maths quiz grade yet...

yest v stupid lor coz lazy to stand mah so i took e mrt to habourfront de. as i was happily chattin w dx on fone while waitin for e train to head to punggol direction, i saw some ppl walk out n board e opp train n i began to feel weird. but den i saw there was still one guy sittin in e train so i thot mayb those ppl r juz impatient to wait thus board e opp 1. n i din bother abt coz i din hear any announcement n i watched e opp train went off. DEN...less than 1 min e train i took oso went off BUT in OPP direction w e previous 1 so i ask dx how cum both trains goes to punggol but in different direction? n at this pt a mrt conductor? or watever he is lah walked pass me so i thot mayb i'm juz bein paranoid but he stopped n tok to e guy n OOPS... he told we shldnt be in this train de coz nt for passenger use...(-_-")...den he ask if this e 1st time i took nel of coz i replied no lah den he ask if this is e 1st time i made such mistake n told me nxt time to hear for announcement...so pai sei lor...feel so stupid sia.

tue went jp eat fish n co. w yl coz sorta celebrate her bday...initially gt ask mel n wy but mel say tired wan go hm rest n wy same too he at 1st thot we wan go out eat coz celebrate we passed our thermo but yl say is coz her bday mah den wy say oh okay lor but we can c he's quite reluctant den in e end duno wat he oso din go...quite sad lor coz her bday no1 really did anytin special for her...duno...somehow make me feel dun wan open a chalet for my bday le...coz no pt celebratin w ppl whom r nt really keen or sincere to celebrate ur bday but rather celebrate for the sake of celebratin...noe wat i mean...im really nt a ppl person n i dun wan on my 21st bday i'm the person hu feel e suckiest lor...

B | N G
6:46 PM

♣Tuesday, October 11, 2005♣

to me every beginnin will leads to an ending but whether it will be a happy or sad endin no one noes till it ends..

yah couples break up due to alot of reasons n unless they been thru themselves if not most ppl will feel tt it's simply coz of a 3rd party...sun he called n tin it's e longest chat we had since e breakup...14min...n this time lesser silence n no more "ni hai hao ma" but really 'tok'...tin it's e 1st time ba he asked abit abt me n dx...
this mornin i wanted to delete some sms from my inbox n as i was gg thru those sms he sent me in e past, e memories was triggered n i could feel e heartache as vivid as before...mayb u guys may tin i'm being unfair to dx but lik i said , i've dropped into it le...but...it doesn't mean i've gotten over gz...it's juz tt i dun yearn to b w him...thou our relationship had ended but i'm glad we r startin a friendship...

do fairytale really exist...? nw i do haf e feelin of bein treated lik a princess...but will this princess haf a happily ever ending...? i duno...but i'm trying to believe...

B | N G
7:52 PM

♣Tuesday, October 04, 2005♣

hai...exactly 1 mth left to my doomsday...so sianz... this sem super slack sia everyday so tired...lec either slpin or tokin w yl they all den whn go hm juz feel too shag to do tut so in e end din do...den durin tut dun understand wat e prof is tokin abt coz nvr attemp tut mah...it's a vicious cycle! must really switch on to exam mode liao arghhh.... STUDY! STUDY! STUDY!

hmm...2mths le but seem to b w him for a long time le...tin it's a gd sign ba... guess me really drop into it le... thou occasionally will tin abt e past...but i tin i've move on le...

i dun understand y some ppl wld rather choose to haf regrets by nt do anytin coz they r afraid of changes/ failures...i detest uncertainty...it will make me feel so lost...

whn we ask wy y he dun go n pursue hz he retorteb back "wei she me xi huan yi ge ren yi ting yao zui ta?" izzit really e case? u can lik e person till u dun feel e nid to let e person noe n even ur actions towards e person can seem so platonic? den does tt consider lik?

oh rl wat serious agreement u haf w law huh? scandalous haha~ c ya on thur!

B | N G
4:08 PM