♣Monday, January 31, 2005♣

last fri e 4 of us went tampines mall cafe cartel 4 dnr w dx n jy coz dx bday den he wana treat us. zg n his gf oso gt go but they sat at diff table. e atmosphere was abit stiff at 1st but after a while it all went quite well we even play iq qns n orientation games lor haha. but jess gt nbs bash so we left abt 10pm den e 3 of us n dx (jy tk 72) took 27 hm.

whn i reach hm dunno y i went to search those bday cards he'd given me n read my diary...n triggered e past...tin i was too immmature at tt tm i dunno hw to handle relationship b/w others so i always choose to avoid. well...i've regreted n nw i'm tryin to face my problems instead of bein an ostrich. suddenly rmb tt tm whn i sent him tt forwarded msg n he took it 4 real tt i'm leavin...it was so funny n i was v touched. n at this moment in my mind, 我想珍惜他. 想和他be lik last time...can b so fren...wish we can nw juz go out lik tt 4 a movie or juz chill out sumwhr but tin it's impossible le ba...dunno hw to say peerhaps we've alraedy moved to another chapter of our lives but he'll always be my special fren...

den these few days haf been tinkin...there's no such tin as forever. life is so unpredictable n u wun noe wat will happen nxt. suddenly gt a v lost feelin...i dunno wat i wan...nw u may own this tin but e nxt moment u may juz lose it frm ur hands but in e v beginnin do u wan to own it? hai i oso dunno wat i'm typin le lah....


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9:18 PM

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:: Family ::
:: Dexuan (老å…) ::
:: Friends ::
:: Andy Lau (大老å…) ::
:: Lin Jun Jie (小老å…) ::
:: Eleven ::
:: daydreaming ::
:: stars ::
:: blue, white n silver ::
:: musical pocket watch ::
:: movies ::
:: jigsaw puzzles ::
:: pokka green tea ::
:: pamper myself ::
:: volleyball ::
:: chilling out w my gers over a nice cup of coffee ::
:: cuddling in my bed on a raining wkday ::

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:: Lies ::
:: Clowns ::
:: Spiders ::
:: Snakes ::
:: when I cant find my stuff ::
:: being ordered around ::
:: things din progress as wat i've planned ::
:: uncertainty ::
:: spicy food ::
:: hot weather ::
:: taken for granted ::
:: hypocrite ::


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:: Car License::
:: Handphone ::
:: Gd figure? haha ::
:: Specs::

:: no more wakin up early ::
:: do my cross stitch ::
:: slack at home ::
:: movies marathon ::
:: shoppin! ::
:: money... haha ::

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